The Tempo of a God-Breathed Life

And we all, who with unveiled faces contemplate the Lord’s glory, are being transformed into his image with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.

2 Corinthians 3:18

ME: Why do I still somehow believe that I deserve a problem-free life? I know what Your Word says and yet, I like to think that I am special.

JESUS: You are My beautiful creation but you certainly are not perfect.

ME: I understand that, but part of me really wants quick resolutions to all my difficulties.

JESUS: You know that is false hope, right?

ME: Yeah, I get that. I know that I should not link my hope to problem solving in this life but to the promise of an eternity of trouble-free life with You in heaven. But that is soooo hard!

JESUS: Instead of seeking perfection in this fallen world, why don’t you pour your energy into seeking Me—the Perfect One.

ME: For one thing, I don’t comprehend how in the world it is possible to glorify You in the midst of a mess. I watch others who seem to do much better at this; Your light shines brightly through them even when the circumstances are bleak. How come?

JESUS: Well, My precious child, this is a supernatural trust produced by the Holy Spirit residing in them.

ME: But I have the Holy Spirit in me!

JESUS: That is true, but you don’t seem to rely on My Spirit as much as some.

ME: If it makes my life any easier, I invite You to transform me and teach me how to get closer to Your Holy Spirit. I think I will need some help not to try to resist or speed up the process. What do you think?

JESUS: (chuckling) I understand that more than you can possibly know! This is not a quick fix. This is going to take time.

ME: But I long to enjoy the tempo of a God-breathed life.

JESUS: Then let Me set the pace!

ME: How long do you think all this will take?

JESUS: Until eternity!

I Look to You

Mo Haner with Sarah Young

Photograph: Michael Johnston

Mo Haner