Stubborn Faith

But as for me, I will watch expectantly for the LORD; I will wait for the God of my salvation. My God will hear me. Micah 7:7

I want to have stubborn faith but there are moments when I just cannot wrap my mind around such a concept. I waiver, analyze, worry, justify and try to manipulate situations into my agenda. Most of the time, I find I would have been better off just following my Savior. I really stink at that Savior job! Dianne Neal Matthews (Mornings with Jesus) has a strong message about this for all of us.

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All four gospels record the presence of the women who stood watching during Jesus’s crucifixion. These devoted followers had traveled with Him and ministered to His needs. Now they stood helpless to intervene, their hearts breaking from sorrow. A couple of women stayed on after everyone else had left the scene. Mary Magdalene and Mary, mother of James and Joseph, watched Jesus’s body being taken down from the cross and wrapped in linen. They followed to the tomb where He was buried and saw the stone rolled across the opening.

Sometimes faith means watching and waiting. Even after all hope has been lost. Even when it seems as though our world has crumbled and there’s nothing to wait for. A frightening medical diagnosis, a broken relationship, the sudden loss of a loved one, or financial ruin. During these times, we show our trust in Him by quietly waiting and watching to see what He will do.

The women’s loyalty to Jesus brought great rewards on Sunday morning when they went to the tomb to anoint His body. They were the first to hear the news of the resurrection and to see the risen Savior. I wonder if I would haver persevered in their situation. I admire their stubborn faith that would not let go. After all, that’s the only appropriate response to a love that won’t let me go.

O Love That Will Not Let Me Go

Persistent and never-changing Father, thank You for not letting go of us. Please give us strength to hang tightly to Your hand as we journey through each day. Remind us of the difference between mulish and obedient. AMEN